#Mood

Feb 7, 2021 | blog, Ten Things | 10 comments

I. It’s been too quiet in here today and so I keep channel surfing, but to no avail. Nothing seems interesting enough to press play on and music isn’t doing it either, so I’m just grappling with stillness and silence. It feels like a desert. Like my voice might echo back to me if I used it.

II. It’s okay, though. Like, I’m not in pain or anything today. A little anxious, maybe – vulnerability hangover after an unexpected grief tsunami – but also just whoa. It’s *so quiet in here* and there’s no sound that feels right to fill it.

III. Art Winos later though so this silence will be broken with laughter.

IV. #Mood

V. Also #Mood

VI. Also #Mood

VII. Warm brie on melba toast is life.

VIII. Pickled herring, too. I know. I’m weird.

IX. I think I’m on a growing edge because I feel very sixes and sevens and loose ends and wispy. Liminal. In the between. What’s next?

X. What’s next?

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10 Comments

  1. Carissa on February 7, 2021 at 2:17 pm

    I see you. Blessings on your head. 🌙💜✨

    Reply
    • Effy on February 8, 2021 at 12:13 pm

      My head thanks you. <3

      Reply
  2. Carolyn G on February 7, 2021 at 5:43 pm

    Foster girlfriend is the funniest thing I’ve heard in ages…rotflmao… now can’t get up…yelled for my Jerry to help me up & he said..”sorry busy eating pickled herring “….I’m just going to lay here laughing!

    Reply
    • Effy on February 8, 2021 at 12:13 pm

      Bwahahahahahaha.

      Reply
      • Carolyn on February 8, 2021 at 1:31 pm

        We’re Nowegian…am married to the smallest Viking on record.

        Reply
  3. Lisa P on February 7, 2021 at 8:20 pm

    You’re not weird for liking herring- you’re a Viking!

    Reply
    • Effy on February 8, 2021 at 12:13 pm

      EXACTLY!!!

      Reply
  4. melanie on February 8, 2021 at 9:10 am

    Definitely a threshold season here too….fortunately, I’m quite happy dwelling in thresholds, the liminal spaces feel most like home. xo

    Reply
    • Effy on February 8, 2021 at 12:14 pm

      I think I’d feel better about it if the things that were holding me back from stepping out of liminal into something else where within my control, but COVID. Argh.

      Reply

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